Diagnosis: Connection to His Creator
I once had occasion to speak with a top doctor who is a well-known specialist in his field. During the course of our conversation, I touched upon the Torah’s opinion of various scientific matters. Out of habit, I punctuated my words with phrases like “Baruch Hashem,” and “B’ezrat Hashem.”
The doctor was extremely impressed with what I said, some of which he was hearing for the very first time. He was obviously moved by the proofs I provided, which are all quoted in our sefarim kedoshim.
Moreover, my mentioning Hashem’s Name time and again brought him to a keener awareness of my unequivocal belief in Him. He averred that although he has Jewish roots, he has no faith in a Creator.
This was his affirmation. But his face showed a different picture. In all innocence, I truly believed that the doctor would change his mind. But his Yetzer Hara got the better of him. Although he clearly saw the truth of Torah, in opposition to the emptiness of science, he stood his ground and did not admit to his mistakes.
I did not succeed in bringing him back in teshuvah. But the very fact that he conceded to having Jewish roots, which he had originally denied, demonstrated the spark of Judaism which had been ignited in his soul.
Baruch Hashem, from time to time, I observe changes for the positive in his behavior. The road to perfect teshuvah is long, but it is traversable.
Today, the good doctor is proud of his Jewish roots. He shows interest in the Jewish holidays and is making strides in recognizing his Creator. I have no doubt that Hashem will implant wisdom in his heart, and he will one day return completely to his Maker.
